I was friend hell, they took me at my friends home when i just woke up in there and wanted drink my booze...
Then there was some mans Who "loved" me sinse 14 years old.. I cant prove rapes to Police so telling as much i want out loud to blog that is been therapy.. wall of mine to have young adulthood, finally i feel over 30.. Waste of time was earlier times.
Now health in routines and calling doctors. And stop drinking alcohol for pass out.
Sane this curse 85kg stick has to get out of me.
-daily routines, workout routine, Job timetable, goals, saving, food pick ups, monthly card load to prepaid, dont fuck straingers immedly, get back to say what you mean even matter what. Get back normal behaiving rules even if you dont want to.
I had problem be in love mans Who are dangerous with death dangers and sex experiments.. Really stronger drugs every time.
my mind melted to nothing... I am writing past out to fix belives and find out why i sleep so much.